#I’d just want to point out the starstruck expression on his face #and how beautiful that is #because he hasn’t seen Dean for years #only the broken shell of what he used to be #and suddenly he’s there #and he’s shining brightly #even if he can’t see his soul any more #and maybe there’s even the realisation #that this is why he did what he did #because when you get inspired it is so hard to let it go #even when the spark seems to disappear #and maybe Cas had been waiting for that old spark to return #for his friend to come back #just once #and he did #too bad it was too late